A New Journey

A new year. A new life. A new home. A new love. So much has happened so fast in my life. I met a wonderful woman named Sabina through online roleplay. I am not sure why, but I was drawn to her from the very beginning. She and I became fast, close friends. There was an attraction there, but she was straight.

Eventually she asked me to come out to meet her in real life. I went to Arizona to meet her, her daughter and grandchildren. It was nice to be around children and meet all the animals (frogs, a guinea pig and birds). Best of all, I found my soul mate.

Her eyes draw me in. Her voice soothes me. Her arms wrap me tightly to her. I feel full, complete, loved, needed, WANTED like I have never felt before. Her touch, her laughter, her smile. The way she bops to music. I love it all. We can talk for hours on end and never be bored with each other. And I love having conversations with her. We talk about writing, Religion, life, our pasts, what we dream of and silly things like roleplay.

I love her. So deeply. I would do anything to make her happy.

So we decided after my visit that I would move there. At first I was to live alone but then she wanted me with her. It went back and fourth. Things changed with the apartments available and now, finally, we are simply waiting to hear back from the complex. I think all will work out fine. I can't wait to be in the arms of my wonderful woman again.