Pain

"Life is tough. Those who can handle it deal, those who can't take Paxil." That's what I said today while talking with a friend online.

I've been off Paxil for a month because the company stopped making it. Things are hard right now. I keep thinking of things about music and stuff, that I want to ask Dan. And then I have to stop and catch myself and make myself remember that he's dead. It's the holidays.